Marjorie
Tomorrow is my beautiful daughter Marjorie's 28th birthday.  She is my youngest.  I love her so much.  I miss her so much. 

Our relationship is so intensely emotional.  I just want to start over and be her mommy again.  I just want to hold her in my arms and smell her hair and kiss her face.  I want to protect her from every harm.  I want to spend time with her.  I want her to know how sorry I am for all of the pain that I caused her during her childhood. 

I have told her all of these things. She says she forgives me.  I am having a hard time forgiving myself.  Maybe someday I will be able to. 

Happy Birthday Beautiful Daughter.....

I love you more than life itself.